Quick Update

My depression has flared up suddenly and intensely. I am not able to take a full load this semester so I only have 3 classes.

I'm surviving. Some days are harder than others. I am still having nightmares every night. So I'm constantly tired. I'm trying not to think about Ben, but it's hard. Everything seems to be reminding me of him. So this picture represents how I feel most of the time.

A few good things. Richard, Laura, Mom and I are getting together to make Dad a great birthday present. For quite some time he has wanted mom and I to record our music, so today Mom and I are going up to Richard and Laura's to record music. I'll let you know how it goes.

I miss you all...