My depression has flared up suddenly and intensely. I am not able to take a full load this semester so I only have 3 classes.
I'm surviving. Some days are harder than others. I am still having nightmares every night. So I'm constantly tired. I'm trying not to think about Ben, but it's hard. Everything seems to be reminding me of him. So this picture represents how I feel most of the time.
A few good things. Richard, Laura, Mom and I are getting together to make Dad a great birthday present. For quite some time he has wanted mom and I to record our music, so today Mom and I are going up to Richard and Laura's to record music. I'll let you know how it goes.
I miss you all...
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Quick Update
Posted by Elisabeth at 12:55 PM
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I love you Elisabeth and pray for you often. You will beat this.
We love you, Buzz.
What a fun birthday gift for Dad -- is there anyway that gift could be for more than just him?
Hey Elizabeth! I'm sorry to hear that the semester isn't going well for you. I think about you often. I'm actually still here in town, and I know that I'm not your visiting teacher any more, but if you ever want to talk or just hang out, I'm always here. I know it's hard, but you'll pull through.
I'm so sorry things are hard. Occasionally I hear someone say that depression, anxiety, any mental illness is all made up and I want to scream and put them in one of my darkest days! Do they really not know, or do they just pretend?
Hang in there! It's no help at all, but know that we Ferrins understand, oh do we understand.
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